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So, just a few random thoughts, plans and consequences…
It seems that i have to make some serious decisions. Too many of my projects are on a hold for so long that i hardly believe they will ever come back on track. I hate that fact, really want to continue creating content for ClubLena, SEXXI and what not, but the inability to do that more and more becomes a heavy balast on my shoulders. Also, my uncertain ramblings about (im)possible projects must be very disappointing for the fans.
It’s not because of lacking motivation or inspiration, it’s just a lack of time. Simple as that. My personal life became to be very demanding during the last few years, i often feel too distracted and not open-minded enough to create new stuff, which is always very hard work when you’re creating high-quality art such as mine.
It’s not that i don’t create anything, i still do. But it’s quite hard for me to come up with new full-range projects. A nice pic every now and then, okay, but for example, i’m working on a new SEXXI issue for almost a year now – without making remarkable progress.
I already realized that i tend to underestimate the amount of work that’s required to create projects on a high level. I know it but i always do the same mistake again. In January i really couldn’t imagine that i would need to reschedule Luisa B. (e3). After it was finally released, it took me a 3-week break to fill the batteries. To date i still haven’t updated ClubLena.com with proper info, it’s a shame.
Luisa B. is still the project that keeps me on my toes though.
But i need to make a clear cut. No more making overmotivated plans for foggy future stuff while still sticking on rotten projects. Let’s face it, Luisa B. is the big thing, i think i should fully concentrate on her universe, and do only little side-projects for my smutboard.
Anyway, i need to think about that without pressure. I will be back soon with a cemented plan. Thanks for reading all this, feel free to leave a comment and share this post.
And don’t worry, new content is in the works ;)